Some Splurb About a Bunch of Shit

Some Splurb About a Bunch of Shit Current mood: awake Category: Life I would like to thank that strange guy that I met at the Parasol Bar at the Wynn casino last night. I like the Wynn! It has all of these contrasts and interesting things to keep my attention. Yes, I forced myself to go out and be around other people on a night when there were less people than usual – might even do it again tonight if I can force myself to tolerate the noise and movements. It's just not healthy for me to be so reclusive and so I vow to try to be better about it this year. I realize that by not forcing myself out more, I will lose the abilities to exercise control when faced with busy activity and lights and noise and stupid people. And bad smells! What's the deal with this town, anyway?? They have that Fremont Street Experience, which is cool but they cover the area and that sewer smell comes up and you're trapped there and there's no escape! It seems unhealthy! I can't even go there! I almost passed out from the smell - it's terrible!!! This whole town (posing as a city) smells like shit! But one Italian guy gave me the best advice that I have had in a long, long time! He also said something that almost made me fall out of my chair. He said, "You're bored!" - It hit me like a ton of bricks that at first I wasn't even sure if I heard him correctly!! He had completely blown me away! Amazing sense of perception! He was correct about nearly everything! I AM bored! I am lost, bored and feel completely unchallenged and stupid! I also suspect that I will grow old alone! No one would put up with me! Yes, on Christmas Eve, I am to go pick up my Mommy for the day at 11:00 and guess what I have to do before I leave ~~ the old cleaning thing got me again! I had to wash the FUCKING seat cushions before leaving!! Why?? I have no idea, but I just had to do it! I could not leave until those were washed, put back and all was well. Its like some type of nesting or something! Weird!! Hate that about myself. And of course, I was 30 minutes late! What a loser! Who washes seat cushions on Christmas Eve???? Oh well!!! I raise my coffee to that strange guy who said all of those intelligent things last night! Very good! And thanks, Mr.! -Fish 5:39 PM - 2 Comments - 0 Kudos - Add Comment - Edit - Remove

	Mtnstarman	you must have alot of time on your hands to write so many blogs....I guess I am jealous and working 70 + hrs a week Have a wondrous new year blessings and Light to you Mtnstarman Posted by Mtnstarman on Tuesday, December 26, 2006 at 12:02 PM [Remove] [Reply to this]

Nevada Lights

I do have a lot of free time! I bought a book called "Prostitution for Dummies - You Too Can Be Trailer Trash!" and its really changed my life! I work a few hours a week and make a lot of $$$ and so I can write all these blogs! -Fish Posted by Nevada Lights on Tuesday, December 26, 2006 at 12:22 PM [Remove] [Reply to this]