My Apologies Folks!

I've been a bit down lately, if you cant tell from my recent blogs. I apologize for being such a doom and gloom! I heard some more illegals have been ousted and Americans have been given their jobs at higher pay, so today is a little bit better day.

Not sure what I want out of life at this point. You may have the potential to have whatever you want, but without direction, none of it means anything. I have no direction right now and it's a terrible place to be. So I search around, seeing what feels right, what makes me happy and what seems logical. Whatever the decision, I must make one because I fear I am losing Faith in myself.

Anyway, just been feeling a little off camber lately. The "reclusivness" is at its worse and I'm struggling with whether I should pick myself apart for not being more social or if its OK for me to dislike everyone. Joking of course!!

Lately, this place ~~ this beast called LAS VEGAS is making me itch until the flesh tears.

I fear my life will go like this: "Today she was found dead, naked and on the toilet! Apparently she ate tainted Halloween candy."

It's a sad ending, yes.

-Fish